NEW YEAR !!! NEW ADVENTURES

WOW it's a new year, and new adventures are already happening. I am in the process of waiting to hear from JetBlue Airlines which would be amazing if I got the job. I am also changing the way I look at things, and do things. I am changing myself and I want to be happier. Last year was hard, but this year I am going to make better. I am getting closer to the LORD again, and I can feel him closer to me each day. I am ready to CHANGE myself for the better!!!

Hope this new year is an amazing one for all!!!!


(CHANGE IS GOOD) !!!

Christmas and Joy of the Season

Wow It's that time of Year again... A time of Joy and Laughter and love... Spending time with family and friends. Christmas is a time to remember all the amazing things done in the year past, and to make new goals, and resoulutions for the up coming year. I have done so much, been though alot this past year, and Im going to make this new year a good one.. I have thought about going back to school, to start a new life, and start to be happy again. Things are going to change but change for the better... I hope this year is amazing for all..

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!!!

HOLIDAY SEASON !!!

Wow I cant believe that another year has almost come and gone....Wow time is going to fast. I love the Holiday Season... The crisp air, lights, sounds, and the fast pace of people shopping, trying to get ready. Thanksgiving is a time to remember all the things we are thankful for, such as family and friends. It's a time to remember all the things we have accomplished,people we have met, the love we have shared with family and friends. Thanksgiving is a time for FAMILY.. to spend time with and share the love and feel the warmth of each person. We should remember the love we have and spread that love to others less fortunate than us. Then carry that love into Christmas. Where we can remember the Savior and his birth. The love we have for him and the love he has for all his Children.

I hope that this Holiday Season is filled with LOVE and we remember to share that Love to family and friends!!!!

Things happening in my Life

WOW ok long time since I updated this blog..... but whats new.... well will be working at BYU till Dec so Excited...(money) then looking for a job outside of UTAH... hurt my foot and leg on monday off it till Friday Tomorrow... then can start to walk around...slowly... Missing my friends and hopeing I can get out to NYC like for a christmas present to me !!!! having oral surgery soon again to put implants in... then I get a weekend in Las Vegas... OR a week in San Diego wherever my Uncle will be.. to be honest either place will work just fine for me....

Well that about it for now ..... more to come later

Life takes strange turns

Ok so I have been in Utah now a little longer than I wanted to... I dont know why Im still here, but there must be a reason. Anyway... I am trying to get better, still have to go through 2 more surgeries for my mouth and then all will be better.. How long that will take well I still have to wait 3-6 mons for my bone to heal then the implants are put in... then I have to wait for those to heal then the crowns are put on.. Sounds to long to me.. but I am trying to make the most of being in UTAH... I am looking for jobs else where, and hopeing they turn out to be good... but until then Im here and missing my friends... ( you know who you are) a ton.. I am planning and working on getting money and stuff so that after the first of the year I can go back and visit my friends and stay a while. :-) its been way to long...

Well life is funny sometimes and takes turns that you dont expect.. but you just have to make the best of those turns so that the next turn is the best!!!!

Loves :-)

LIFE... SURGERY.... BEAUTIFUL WEATHER

Wow ok life has a way of not going the way you want sometimes... Well last week that happened to me... I went to see my Uncle as my mouth was hurting me. took x-rays and then told me that I had to have surgery.. WOW ok.... and then said in the next few days.. This was on tuesday and YES on Thursday morning in surgery... Well anyway its over done with, relaxing now and waiting to hear what the next step in this whole process is... But also enjoying the summer... the beautiful weather and family...
Life is getting better slowly... I am trying to do better at everything and get back on the right track..

loves to all for now :)

Being Happy... Being Strong... Being Loved

Wow so much has been going on in my life right now.. not sure how to be strong... I am missing friends.... and feel like Im missing out on whats going on with them, also things for me right now are not the happiest,with my mom going through what she is going through, trying to be strong for that, and trying to feel loved ect.. WOW its hard.. BUT with all that I am trying to be HAPPY, or find that happiness that I once had like this picutre thats so beautiful,you just look at it and it makes you happy, there is so much beauty around us, we just have to look for it.That alone will make us HAPPY!!!! I know things will get better.. but I am a person that wants things NOW... and am not a very patient person.. Im getting better..
Family .. Friends... and being happy are the most important thing ...

Hope all of you are GREAT, and doing GREAT things...